I'm glad we were able to meet you as well. You've been so supportive throughout everything.(everyone on this site has been)
We had a good weekend in Memphis. It was a very difficult weekend but we both left feeling "lighter" then we felt before going. We were there for a "Day of Remembrance."(it was actually two days) The first day we were able to set up a bulletin board with a bunch of pictures of Owen. Other families did the same. I recognized 7 other families there that weekend. That's 7 other children who I saw in the hospital getting treatment that also have passed away.(very hard to see and comprehend) The St Jude staff came by and looked at all of the displays. It was nice to reconnect with the people who took care of Owen and make sure they knew how much we appreciate everything they did.
The second day there was a "Parent Panel" discussion with 5 families who have also lost a child. They told their stories and answered questions about how they have dealt with emotions, holidays, birthdays, just every day life exc... I didn't realize how much I needed to talk to other people who were going through the same things...to know that the things I'm feeling are "normal". We exchanged contact info with three families so I hope we can keep in touch over the years. It's nice just to get a text from one of them wishing us a good week.
Anyway, I don't want to ramble on. Thanks again to everyone who collected tabs, who sent Owen a gift or who let us know you were thinking of us.