Well, I haven't been in the right frame of mind or health lately. My surgery brought me down hard, then my dad passing in the very room im setting in, with me feeding him Morphine with my finger trying to help his pain. So I go through sad set backs quite a bit right now. You know, nothing seems fun when you have a broken heart. But I am healing up, looking towards the future, and hoping to be my ole self again soon. Just times hit me very hard. I have a wonderfull wife, great children, fantastic friends and internet buddies. All who have been giving me the space I need. I see a lot of new members here now. I read a bit, help a little then sign off. Back soon ALAN
