Holy Sh!t Gordon!
I don't know what to say. Having been in the Navy, I've received a couple "Dear John's" but never been cleaned out. What you need to do is get mad as hell.
She is obviously not worth feeling bad about. You have to be quite a low person to do that. Just get mad! You'll handle it better. No feeling sorry for yourself, you didn't do anything to deserve this. This is a one sided ordeal and you my friend are the victim. Keep that in mind when it starts to hurt. Wish I were closer, I'd come and keep you so busy you wouldn't have time to think about it. We're all strung out waiting for you to start on your car, so hop to young man. You have real friends to pacify.
Chin up Gordon.
for pics on that awesome M46.
Kevin