Hey, I just saw this... Thanks for the worries. I'm just kinda depressed and down . When I am not feeling good guys, I usually clam up and just become reclusive for a while. I honestly am doing ok, just a little sore, a little mad and a little depressed from not feeling well and hard to find solutions on how to feel better. It seems that when a majority of people are looking for a free ride , it puts a hault on someone like me , trying to get fixed up and back into the swing of things. It is hard for me to describe. But I am very tired of trying to jump through hoops for insurance and doctor people, when I can't hardly get up to move. It seems that many proffesionals are afraid of helping someone with issues they feel could be muddy water on them for collecting on services rendered. They are so afraid a of fraud claims, and free money chasers, that when they can't see a problem for sure in clear, they tend to brush you off to the side. Even if you are serious and couldn't care less about gettin something for nothing and just wanting to get back out in the working class without hurting so bad you can't hardly move. In other words, if it isn't an easy fix, or a quick fix, then they seem to send you on a medical paper trail chase, and you have to find that 1 special doc that knows exactly where the problem migrates from when it is deemed a problem in a gray area of getting paid. That has had so many false claiming patients trying to get something for nothing, spoil it for the true hurting person to get fixed and healed up. You can tell them how you feel, what hurts and where, and even try to show them and the limits it is causing, and they will say they can't see why it is causing the problem in that area and shuffle you all around doc to doc. Just like yesterday I was told that I am supposed to be having trouble with my arm with the complaints and hurts Im having. I say my arm is good and that when something pops in the center of my shoulder blades, I can't move. But after it goes back in I can but the center point of the hurt is still there......Sorry about the ramblings. I am just a bit angered and depressed. I will get this figured out, get it fixed, and get back to work, like I always have. I am not the rocking chair welfare type and right now have had constant pain since oct 2012 and it is pizzin me off I can't get this hurt fixed and get back to being my self and independent. Thanks for all the concerns, I intend on being back with all smiles soon...ALAN
